i've got a migraine argh! maybe its from slacking around too much.like i came online an hour ago to fill up the SARS declaration form but haven't even logged on to the encarta class server till now.im such a lazy ass. ok maybe my medulla oblongata is paralysed or something. wad causes tt?oh yeah alcohol.drunken stupor.

my house is a classic example of a cheenafied junk.dun understand why everyone just dumps stuff everywhere,its not like it matters larz since it looks like a dump site already newae.i'll make sure when i get my own apartment i'll keep it nice, simple and neat.[nothing like my house] it reminds me of those big kampong houses we see on tv.one that the villagers have absolutely no idea wad the difference btwn a kitchen and a living room or a bed room is.

oh crap i need to puke now.i hate headaches.

I Heard your doing ok, but i want you to know...
Im Addicted to you
I can't pretend i don't care when you don't think about me
Do you think i deserve this?
I tried to make ya happy, but u left anyway

[chorus]
ive tried to forget that im adicted to you
but i want it & i need it, im addicted to you
now its over, & I cant forget what you said
& i never, wanna do this again
heartbreaker...heartbreaker...heartbreaker

Since the day i met you & after all we went through
im still addicted, im addicted to you
I think you know that its true
ive gone a thousand miles to get you
do you think i deseve this?
I tried to make you happy
I did all that i could, just to keep you
but u left anyway

Chorus

How long will i be waiting?
Until the end of time
I dont know why im still waiting
I cant make you mine

Chorus

...heartbreaker...heartbreaker...heartbreaker
Im addicted to you
Hearbreaker
Im addicted to you
Heartbreaker
Im addicted to you
hearbreaker
Im addicted to you
heartbreaker

no clog
no bleed

Eminem - Sing For The Moment lyrics
Verse #1
These ideas are nightmares for white parents
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing
Its so scary in a house that allows no swearing
To see him walking around with his headphones blaring
Alone in his own zone, cold and he dont care
He's a problem child, what bothers him all comes out
When he talks about his fuckin' dad walkin out
Cos he hates him so bad that he blocks him out
But if he ever saw him again, he'd prolly knock him out
His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' back
Talkin black, brainwashed from rock and rap
He sags his pants, 2 rags and a stocking cap
His step-father hit him so he socked him back
And broke his nose, this house is a broken home
There's no control, he just lets his emotions go
Come on...

Chorus:
Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me,just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Verse #2
Entertainment is danger, intertwine it with gansters
In the land of the killers, a sinner's mind is a sanctum
Only you're unholy, only have one homey
Only this gun, lonely, cuz don't anyone know me
But everybody just feels like they can relate
I guess words are a motherfucker, they can be great
Or they can be great, or even worse, they can teach hate
Its like kids hang on every single statement we make
Like they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum
Now how the fuck did this metamorphasis happen?
From standin' on corners and porches just rappin'
To havin' a fortune, no more kissin' ass
But then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you
Fans turn on you, attorney's all gonna turn it to
To get their hands on every dime you have
They want you to lose your mind every time you mad
So they can try to make you out to look like a loose canon
You need to spew, dont hesitate to produce air-guns
Thats why these prosecutors wanna convict me
Swiftly just to get me offa these streets quickly
But all their kids been listen'n to me religiously
So i'm signing cds while police fingerprint me
They're for the judges daughter, but his grudge is against me
If i'm such a fuckin' menace, this shit doesnt make sense, Pete
It's all political, if my music is literal and i'm a criminal,
How the fuck can i raise a little girl?
I couldn't. i wouldn't be fit to
You're full of shit too, Guerrera, that was a fist that hit you!

Chorus

Verse #3
They say music can alter moods and talk to you
But can it load a gun for you and cock it too?
Well if it can, then the next time you assault a dude
Just tell the judge it was my fault, and i'll get sued
See what these kids do, is hear about us toting pistols
And they want to get one, cos they think the shit's cool
Not knowin' we're really just protectin' ourselves
We're entertainers, of course this shit's affecting our sales
You ignoramus. but music is reflection of self
We just explain it, and then we get our cheques in the mail
It's fucked up ain't it, how we can come from practically nothin'
To bein' able to have any fuckin' thing that we wanted
It's why we sing for these kids that don't have a thing
Except for a dream and a fucking rap magazine
Who post pinup pictures on their walls all day long
Idolise their favourite rappers and know all they songs
Or for anyone who's ever been through shit in they lives
So they sit and they cry at night, wishing they die
Till they throw on a rap record, and they sit and they vibe
We're nothing to you, but we're the fuckin' shit in their eyes
That's why we sieze the moment, and try to freeze it and own it
Squeeze it and hold it, 'cos we consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone
Just let our spirits live on, through out lyrics that you hear in our songs
And we can
Chorus

Chorus Without Beat

Instrumental

Light In Your Eyes
I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive Something your eyes never told me But it's only now too plain to see Brilliant disguise when you hold me And I'm free I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use But how could I have known girl It was time and not space you would need Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know But would you believe There's a light in your eyes that I used to see There's a place in your heart where I used to be Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me There's a light in your eyes Did you leave that light burning for me Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you Constant reminder of all the things you get used to Is there a chance in hell or heaven That there's still something here to build on Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall But after all There's a light in your eyes that I used to see And a song in the words that you spoke to me Was I wrong to believe in your melody There's a light in your eyes Did you leave that light burning for me Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away Fading away It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send I tried to call your old number But the voice that I heard on the phone I recognized but she told me the number was wrong There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see And a pain in my heart where you used to be Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me There's a light in your eyes Did you leave that light burning for me

wow its the third time im blogging tdy.am i really tt bored?yeah ok i guess i am.hmm leila,shiying,janelle and sukuen were over at my house tdy to settle the AA stuff.was pretty glad i had company actually cos this whole SARS thing is gettin way too blown outta porpotion[tt isin my view of cos]i mean i noe its easy to get infected and all but do we really hafta stay at home all day!?! i mean only 2/3 of the pple went for youth service tdy and i wasn't even one of them.

free my heart

haha actually its not all that difficult to free a heart rite? i mean if ur heart's been trapped all u hafta do is find the key.and set it free.

When I was a child


I saw in black and white


Everything was obvious

Either wrong or right.


No arguments, no pros and cons


Choices were precise


Pure and joyous clarity


Gave me a simple life


So I grew and learned to face the world


Living life that way


And now I feel so unprepared


‘Cause black and white turned grey


My unfaltering vision failed


Focus left my eyes


Where choices were once obvious


I can’t tell wrong from right


Because today I’m a teenager


And quite nothing’s so clear


I’m seeing through an adult’s eyes


A child’s biggest fear.

just watched the movie Out Of Time.haha i've kinda taken a liking to watching the hallmark channel.tts bad,means im growing emotionally needy.ohwell the movie was quite cool actually,modern day rip van winkle and i think they're gonna show Hans Christian Anderson soon.the only story i like by him is the little mermaid though.the rest are just too idealistic.i quite fancy the idea of turning into foam for the one i love becos i can't bear to kill him[even though he fell for another girl]tts the ultimate sacrifice someone can do rite? and its true.

ian's nick is "i just want u to noe i love u for who u are" ain't tt sweet...hahahaha but its not for me of cos.argh im getting so sick of staying at home.wonder if they'll bring forward the day we can resume sch activities.but den again chances are really slim. watched AFV yesterday nite and all the church weddings tt went wrong looked so damm farnie.but everything before something went wrong was v pretty of cos.im waiting for someone i noe to get married so i can go attend a church wedding too! hmm maybe i should go buy a cocktail dress and stock itup just in case.hahaha nah!

leila and shiying are coming over tmr to llearn the guides dance.i hope everything goes well,sports day[which of cos we aren't practicing since there's stupid SARS] and rg guides AA.hate to see it become a flop like last yr's. ok im really bored and i can't think of anything else to write.[bah i mean type]

oh yah suddenly there's always so many pple online.cos of SARS again.everyone's grounded.everyone's over paranoid parent has told them tt 300 pple in thailand died of SARS[which of cos was contributed by my mum who believes everything her friends crap up]and everyone can't go back to sch.

newae i think Star news asia is seriously outdated.they keep reporting wrong figures bout the pple infected with SARS in singapore and stuff.hmm...and they play seasons of sitcoms and stuff even later den channel 5.

wth how can they close sch cos of SARS? now im practically in captivity.and for 10 days?i should just go jump off the fullerton.hmm ohwell been up to nothing these few days.and my mum's been screaming at me every single morning to wake up and study.and she's banned me from the comp,tv and any contact with the outside world.do i care?no.

from x's blog:

oh and michelle tried to steal joel away from suwee

who's michelle? im confused man.

heh back from cheerleading. was quite nice having lunch with some of the cheerleaders and as usual choon hwee didn't come down for practise.sigh...ohwell buckle cheerleading is ruined at my hands...

going for sarah,leila and shiying's party later.dun worry pple im sure everything will be fine and if v few pple turn up at least we get to eat their food too=)

oh yeah...how could i forget...happy birthday Akrab..raihana toks so blardie much bout u tt i can remember every single thing.